Is this love or is this ridiculous?

Ok please don't laugh while Reading this but the other day I was watching my favorite movie called Boondock Saints and while watching it I realized how hot Norman Reedus was then I started thinking about him nonstop googled him like a million times and started to save up money to fly to New York which is where he lives which I also googled. I keep imagining our wedding and I can't think of being with anyone else. Is this what love feels like or am I just being silly?